Here it Comes back again <br />Empty House, Sinking Feeling <br />What's going to happen this time? <br /> <br />Will the World stop moving and stand still? <br />Will I wake up alone and find I'm okay with it? <br />Or Will I watch them leave and not stop them this time? <br /> <br />Maybe I'm the one who's stopped... <br />Maybe I'm the one who wants to be alone... <br />Or Maybe I'll be the one to leave... <br /> <br />Is this what Life is now..? <br />White Lies. Tortured Alienation. Verbalized Farewells. <br />Hurting Hearts. Unspoken Words. Sleeping Enraged. <br />This isn't what Life should be <br /> <br />If only I felt what I crave.. <br />Love. Security. Achieved. <br /> <br />To be in his arms.. <br />To see her smile.. <br />To once make them proud.. <br /> <br />I'd Give a lot.... <br />Just to get Rid of this Feeling Bad <br /> <br />August 19,2010<br /><br />Allysyn Bryant<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/feeling-bad-2/